It's kinda funny how I can get into a daily groove or pattern at work that I'm comfortable with and where I feel needed and like the sky just might fall if I'm absent and also with my routines away from work and not want to disrupt all that by selfishly taking vacation time but once I do use several days or a week of vacation time, I struggle big-time with the thought of having to return to work.
I just can't seem to make the voices inside my head happy.
Even the one thing that I thought I would NEVER find comfort in ..... getting up at 5:30am ..... Well if you do it enough consecutive times, you can even get happy with that. Well almost anyway. I'm surprised that my heart didn't just stop while typing that. I probably should go wash my mouth out with soap for even suggesting that a person might get comfortable with waking up at 5:30.
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