Final Notes of November

• Why does it seem that I'm more envious about the music that I don't have then happy about what I have collected? It's like I could own every record ever made and I still wouldn't be satisfied.
• It's not official yet but today, with it's cold, steady and driving rain felt like the first day of winter. I'm still listening though, for the "sound" you can often "hear" at the moment the seasons change.
• Many police cars blocking traffic for no obvious reason on the main road through town this afternoon. I read later that a pedestrian had been struck and killed there. Can't get the thought out of my mind of what was going through the deceased persons mind as his final seconds ticked away? The seconds just before he started crossing the street?
• Had the strange feeling of being an outsider today while at the Farmers Market after looking around and out of twenty-ish people present, realizing that I was the only male.
• My mother and fathers birthdays both passed by in the last ten days. Apparently no matter what age you reach, there's always a feeling of being alone in the world when both your parents are gone.