Without naming names and getting specific about things I really have no clue about ......
Someone far away, someone who always pushed me away in the past, seems to need help and I'd like to help if I could but when they are so far away and the person always seems to have some sort of conflict happening that they are consistently vague about and you don't really know what's going on ..... and when you've been played, lied to and burned bigtime before by what seems like an almost identical situation that had your head in a screwed up state that took quite a awhile to recover from and stole two or three years from your life (and a good chunk of money) and when you can still clearly remember the moment of realization that you've been taken advantage of .... those factors cause you to be very wary and step away from the potential chaos.
It took most of a lifetime but I've learned lessons about being too naïve and trusting. I struggle now with what I should do and what my beliefs might ask me to do. I don't think I should blindly jump into something where I get screwed over again. God I hate to say this but I sense there's insanity involved here and the person needs to seek and accept local assistance. I see angry vague statements and accusations and wonder what the hell the truth is?
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