The Day ..... That No Longer Is

It's just around the corner. It snuck up on me this year. A day that for several years was always on my radar and that I had problems dealing with. December 19th that is ..... The anniversary of the day that I was married, 34 years ago. I'm happy to say that these days, it's just another day to enjoy life and sandwiches. (I'm trying to follow Warren Zevon's advice.) No old emotions will be drudged up from the deep. No more regrets. Well maybe a regret or two but no more sadness over those feelings. I've made peace with those demons and ghosts. Had to for survival. Struggling with it is no way to live and I wouldn't wish it on anyone. I marvel now at anyone who's managed to keep a marriage together for that long.