End of the Day

End of the day and I spend it taking photos of birds flying over and around the big yellow blur in the sky forcing its way through the clouds, thinking, "Don't fly too close to the sun.," and wishing it could be prolonged by some random act of time and science denial, and/or rebellion. 

Hmmmm, Watching the sky and birds and a setting sun .... Like there's a better way to end the day?

You see, earlier today, I found myself thinking about age and how in ten years I'll be xx years old and well let's just say, ten tears older and ..... well there's good odds, I won't be alive. But hopefully I will. And towards that goal, the voices in my head agreed to start making smoothies consisting of spinach, kale, celery and such but I keep giving in to the skeptical voice and putting it off with the promise that I'll start tomorrow. And that took place enough times that I had to return to the store for fresher ingredients. 

..... and tonight I looked at the boxscore for the Knicks game because I wanted to see how Josh Hart, who I really enjoyed and felt saddened a few days ago when he was traded from the Trail Blazers to New York .... I wanted to see his numbers and I saw plenty of points and rebounds, assists and steals, because that's what Josh Hart does and I'm positive he grabbed a defensive rebound or two and led his own one-man fastbreak, beating all the defenders down the floor for a layin, because he does that pretty regularly as well. None of this suddenly pulling up off the dribble for a three pointer for him. He's going to the hoop!!

..... and I keep thinking about a friend who touched my heart deeply and says that she loves me yet can't bring herself to talk to me and I won't go into why, but I keep circling back to her telling me that she'll always care for me. 

But at least I had that sun going down and the birds gliding over, under and around, in its wake. And a memory card in my camera, which is never a certainty as it's always 50/50 if it's in the camera slot or back home in the computer.

Damn grammar checkers. I put a comma and it suggests that I don't need one but I leave out a comma and it tells me that one belongs .... to the point that I don't know what to do.