Days

So it's been almost three months since I went to the doctor for a sore on my leg and eventually learned that I was severely anemic with a slow healing leg wound. It's been a difficult few months at work while working in weekly or bi-weekly doctor visits. I'm not sure if it's the numerous doctor visits or mostly just being 62 and getting no days off from work but there's good days and bad days and days with good starts and bad endings and vice versa and sometimes days with good middles but not so good beginnings and endings and other days broken down into good hours and bad hours and then sometimes it goes back and forth in ten minute increments ……

And is this what the rest of life is going to feel like? No more extended periods of feeling good? Just moments where you feel like you can run the basketball court mixed with moments where a cane or a walker would be helpful.