I've had three or four related dreams the past month or two where I'm running off old friends and I can't seem to avoid making it worse with each word I mutter. It's getting to be bothersome. It's like the first time I snapped out if it and woke up thinking: "OK that was a bad dream but it's not real and I'm OK" but then after the second or third dream I've reached a point like: "What the hell is going on here?" It's a huge relief when I awake and realize where I am. But it has become a little unsettling. It takes awhile before I'm ready to close my eyes again.
And even though it's only a dream, it's certainly not good for the self-esteem. I wake up wondering if I really have any friends remaining? If only we could end or reverse the bad dreams on demand!
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