This is one of the reasons that I suddenly want to retire ...... Woke up at 4:30am this morning and started thinking about what-ifs. Even despite being told the day before that I didn't need to worry about going in. I re-read the production note searching for answers that it failed to provide. Just gray and fuzzy areas. So instead of going back to sleep, I mulled it over for two hours and ended up driving out there just to silence the voices in my head.
I strolled in the door and heads turned. I could sense people thinking: "What the hell are you doing here?" It was no more than two or three minutes after arrival that I was back in my car driving home, cursing my needless worrying.
There's thirty more minutes off my life.
And I fear that whenever I do retire, I'll still be haunted by those what-ifs. Like I should go double and triple check the paperwork in case I forgot to dot a crucial letter, i, voiding my retirement.
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