Tuesday, May 20, 2025

Truth or Fantasy?

Maybe it was just another of my weird dreams?
Or a cruel joke being played on me by a higher power?
Maybe a bit of delirium when I was sick for a few days?
But I thought I saw a television commercial about Reese's Peanut Butter cups adding jelly to the mix.
Which kind of caused a moment of over-excitement.
But I haven't seen them in the stores yet.
Is this a reality or just a fantasy scenario that I developed?
Building hype but not having them available and in place is a sin.

Sunday, May 18, 2025

Dreaming of Old Days

Awake at an odd hour from another dream.
The dream ..... In the gym at the middle school, I once attended ..... a site where a group of us would gather each Sunday evening for I don't know how many years to play basketball. Between this place and another gym, it had to be at least twenty years for me.
There were two other guys from the old crowd.
We were bemoaning those days gone by and never to be experienced again .... though still holding on to hope. (In the dream not real life.)
We started with some jogging around the gym ..... more like sprint or line drills at quarter speed.
Why? I don't think any of us loved running unless it was in an actual game.
Eventually several other people arrived ..... like forty or fifty (mostly) strangers. 
There were a couple teammates from those middle school teams, one covered in upper body tattoos.
And also, my best buddy growing up.
My ex-wife even walked in .... and in a blink of an eye, was gone again.

During those years this is where I could be found on 95% of Sunday evenings.
Year round, not just traditional basketball season.
Any Sundays that fell on Christmas Eve was no play but that was it (as I recall). 
There was a core group of 10-15 guys and then maybe another 10-15 who would drop in occasionally.
Almost always enough for full court games with several in wait.
We would shoot free throws to determine teams. First five to make were one team, second five were another, any remaining sat and cycled in for the next game. 
There was one guy, who when we found ourselves waiting together to get into the next game, we'd talk jazz records.
The numbers would dwindle on the hottest days of summer then jump back up under tolerable conditions.
We knew where the light switch was but not the switch for air conditioning.
Most everyone brought a basketball ..... we would choose the best one for the game.
Usually a Wilson Jet.
Several times, the best ball belonged to a guy who on occasion would get upset and do the proverbial and abrupt, 'take his ball and go home' thing.
He was the youngster among us oldsters and still had a little bit of baby in him.
He thought that he never fouled anyone ..... he found out how wrong he was when we recruited him one year to play on our city league basketball team and he ended up in constant foul trouble.
(He had a football background and playing basketball with referees was a new thing for him.)
Games would go to seven baskets but you had to win by two field goals ...... or to eleven baskets max if the two-goal difference was never reached.
When two teams of old guys are having trouble making shots, a game to seven can last a while.
Occasionally a game would get pretty feisty with actual defensive efforts being made and rough fouls committed.
Had there not been a field goal limit, or school with students arriving the next morning, some of those games might still be going on today.
But mostly it was just fun.
The camaraderie between all of us was as enjoyable as the actual games. 
Days I still think about often.
With specific moments still burned into memory.

Tuesday, May 13, 2025

Oooppps

My phone commenced ringing.
It was the boss .... (not Bruce Springsteen) .... I thought about not answering ..... but I did.
Boss: "What are you doing here?"
Me: "What do you mean?"
Boss: "You're supposed to be on vacation."
Me: "I took Tuesday and Wednesday."
Boss: "No, you took the 12th and 13th."
(Strategic moment of silence.)
Me: Expletive deleted .... though it started with an 'F.' 🤣
Boss: "Go home, enjoy your day."

I hope they appreciate the dedication shown .... working on my vacation day.

Saturday, May 10, 2025

Seeing (Aging) Things

Today, saw what I thought, was the same older guy at three different spots around town.
It was probably three different guys but at the instant of each sighting, I thought otherwise.
Maybe it's just that all of us old geezers look the same?
At the least, it seemed noteworthy. 

Flipping through records in the 'Indie Rock' section at the record store and getting excited after every twenty or so records.
Not because it was a new release by a musician I enjoy and collect but rather because it was a recognizable name.
It seems like I'm becoming more and more separated from popular culture leaving me feeling un-hip.
I tend to think it's a case of this particular store catering to a younger crowd. 
But when the owner said: "Long time, no see." ....... 
Well maybe it's because I feel the need to constantly check online reference sites for most of what I see in there.
Seems pretty simple ..... If he wants to see me visit more often, then have more stuff that I am tempted to take home.

Monday, May 5, 2025

Advice From the Aged and Weary

What's it called?
The sins of youth? Errors of youth?
Whatever it is, I've reached the point in the last year or two where one looks back over all the previous hundred years and recognizes about 168 things that they wish they had done differently in their lifetime.
Where it's too late to reverse the damage.
Where you wish you'd had paid attention to what your parents told you.
Gotten into good practices and habits early.
There's at least one thing I can claim to have accomplished and is a source of pride.
I've stayed away from serious debt and for the last twenty-five or thirty years, any debt.
It's a freeing feeling.
That would be my advice if approached by a person of youth and asked.
Next might be, if you have the hookups, buy a washer and dryer. 
It's so nice to be able to do your laundry at home. 🤣

Thursday, May 1, 2025

Old Friend

Ran into an old friend at the grocery store.
For a few minutes it was like we were the same age as when we last spoke.
          Which was probably (shockingly) twenty-ish years ago.
Or even teenagers again.
You just get transported back to those days. 
And then, the R-word was mentioned. (Because us geezers at this not quite there but closing in on 70 years milestone, apparently can't converse without mentioning the R-word.)
And the realization that so much has changed. 
And I don't know what my point is other than I find myself once again standing there feeling old.
Because we're not going to get together tomorrow or next week and play basketball like we once did.
We're far beyond that point in life.
We'd probably spend more time helping each other up from the ground.
Though I did enjoy the brief chat.