This is how I see your determination to survive .....
Imagine your essence
Denying pain its satisfaction
Frustrating agony's attempts to destroy
Its skirmish with mind aborted in frustration
Its ferocious attempts to abduct a spirit, turned away, even as odds mount against survival
Again and again
Your will is the victor
Your resolve the champion
A resolute stand unweakened
As skeptical emotions fade
The shadows that attempted a coup have mostly withdrawn from the clearer vision
A raw testament of spirit .... of a greater stance
A distant admiration is always present
Of your desire for what used to be